I'm deeply sorry that I haven't been able to catch up with the people whose blogs I translate at ayabie_diaries and heavy_positive, and that in snow_parade the lyric translations are standing still waiting.


The past 6 months have been hectic for me even if I was denying it. First of all, as some of you might know, it's my last year in high school, and in two months I'm having my 2nd half of my final exams. I'm taking a few subjects this spring: psychology, Swedish, Finnish, and re-taking English due to my low grade in the last go. It's probably the most logical of the reasons for me not concentrating much to translating.



Second of all, I'm going through a series of meetings with doctors and psychologists to solve what's behind my long-lasted depersonalization symptoms, mood swings, and such. This far the only thing that's turned out is that my work memory is very short and very corrupted, leaving me quite unable to deal with things during which I need to memorize loads of things. I'm also dealing with panic attacks that sometimes occure as me loosing my ability to speak for a while. It leaves me quite exhausted, to be completely honest.



And third, lately I've had troubles sleeping, leaving me quite confused with all that's slapped at my face.




It doesn't mean I wasn't trying! Even though seeing Teppi updates daily and has piled up over 200 entries for me to work on. I decided to change to his new blog to attempt catching up, but with all the other work I'm in the middle of, please understand that I can translate only a very little on one go m(____)m